EARLY MORNING

Don't know how to deal with life When I feeling low But I learn to recover from a heartbreak Heart break will make my mind change So I kept do the same thing to myself Inhale exhale till the smoke turn to the fog Cover up that time-bomb in my head Burnings lungs with a teardrop So wished(ed) I could have some friends When I need it They can recuse me when I'm crying You know we can't keep on relying Yehyehyeh Turn off my cellphone When I need a call from my parents It's hard to explain all the reasons It's okay They don't need to know I often making fun of myself With a horrible sad face under my smile To get some attention yeh yeh I got no Redemption yeh yeh I'm just a human with a cold heart and Some alcoholic problems I go to the bar on my 21st birthday Early morning in my worst day I got so high on my life yeh When I'm feeling low in my mind yeh Sometimes I felt like Im so dead inside But I don't wanna die young Get me out get me out Father mother I don't know how to make you Feel of me Please don't just lie to me So wished(ed) I could have some friends When I need it They can recuse me when I'm crying You know we can't keep on relying Yehyehyeh Turn off my cellphone When I need a call from my parents It's hard to explain all the reasons it's okay They don't need to know I often making fun of myself With a horrible sad face under my smile To get some attention yeh yeh I got no Redemption yeh yeh I'm just a human with a cold heart and Some alcoholic problems I go to the bar on my 21st birthday Early morning in my worst day I cried so hard during late night I can't wake up with the day light I might end up wanna to die But I won't till I got the right time Right time