For Once

Always in my head when I'm riding through the city Lately all these thoughts been adding up they're probably gonna kill me Will I make it? Will I grow? Thats an answer heaven knows Fighting off the urge just to take another dose Man I need a girl thats heaven sent Someone whose gon love me in the present tense A girl who makes me question my intelligence Small town city boy to LA living unemployed Searching for something that can help me fill the void So I'm asking god Can you do me right for once I don't wanna live a lie for once I don't wanna have to die for once For once, for once Yes lord Can you do me right for once I don't wanna live a lie for once I don't wanna have to die for once For once, for once Oh lord Its just Everything's different now I've been spending way too much time in my own head All my dreams are filled with gold But I feel vertigo Every time I think about a life with sold out shows Revelations of being the one thats bringing home the bacon Wise man told me that the world is mine for the taking Ima take it Ima hide From the feelings that live inside My mind missing serotonin Every morning Look into the mirror see my worst opponent Why you bitchin Shock this is what you wanted What good is all the money when your hearts still broke What good is all the fame if you had to sell your soul What good is having love if you don't love yourself more These are questions I've been asking Waiting on the right reactions god Can you do me right for once I don't wanna live a lie for once I don't wanna have to die for once For once, for once Yes lord Can you do me right for once I don't wanna live a lie for once I don't wanna have to die for once For once, for once Oh lord