Contridiction

Apologies once again Broken hearts don't mend When I'm the one that caused them Perforated love is draining my heart That's probably why I'll never love So tired of trying so sick of lying But I can't help fall off this wagon Now I'm drunk and dumb Foolish and young Naive to think this could ever work She said I can only love you if you let me But baby I'm not ready my trauma is to heavy Do you get me I will always love you don't forget me Cause life is to damn lonely Without someone to hold Don't leave me alone I don't know when or if I'll be ready But babe please bare with me Emotions are so tricky Don't condemn me I want to love you but it's not in me I hope that you are listening Cause you're part of my vision But I lack diction no Contradicting all my visions for our love Heard it over and over again Apologies now and then That's why we're in this predicament Such a damaged love is why we fuss Some how we still stay in Love Tired of hearing you tried Sick hearing your lies This is the place that love goes to die But you're still the one On my hip my smoking gun Confused if I should stay or if I run She said I can only love you if you let me But baby I'm not ready My trauma is to heavy Do you get me I will always love you don't forget me Cause life is to damn lonely Without someone to hold Don't leave me alone I don't know when or if I'll be ready But babe please bare with me Emotions are so tricky Don't condemn me I want to love you but it's not in me I hope that you are listening Cause you're part of my vision But I lack diction no