Smoke Screen

A lot of things beneath the smiles you see on people's faces You know, those smiles are smoke screens that prevent you from seeing the real I'blink Swaggerlicious Aboki I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) To be happy, sometimes I indulge in smoking (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, Iwish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) To be happy, sometimes I indulge in smoking (I wish, I wish, I wish) I can't afford to lose, so my heart is heavy Tryna buy time with the tax and levy Wanna make money that will make them envy But I'm trapped in my thinking; somebody help me Every fucking move was like a bit of regression So each time, I put my prowess in question My breath is becoming thinner like I got nasal congestion Carry my cross alone; never seeking suggestion Suicide runs through my heart; that's a little confession Oh God, take my soul I don't wanna sleep and wake I can't ritualize my goals Is it a crime to be thinking great All nights; I sleep in blades Thinking is it wrong if I'm Bill gates Depression got me locked in the prison gate I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) To be happy, sometimes I indulge in smoking (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) To be happy, sometimes I indulge in smoking (I wish, I wish, I wish) Beyond the smoke screen I'm always feeling I am wasted I wish I have my life on my hands like a bracelet So I can simply take it off to save me all the day stress Damn, I feel my life is in a big mess Something is messing with my mind Happiness lives beneath the bottle of my wine If you catch me drinking, that is what I'm tryna find I've been thinking but I know that I'll be fine Yeah yeah I don't wanna keep friends People live in pretense They only keep it real if there's a place they can dip hands But I know they ain't with me; they gonna split ends Yeah Beyond the smoke screen I am soft like a wool That's why people use and dump me like a tool I put on a smile, then I act all is cool But deep down in my heart I see myself as a fool I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) To be happy, sometimes I indulge in smoking (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) I wish you can see beyond the smoke screen (I wish, I wish, I wish) To be happy, sometimes I indulge in smoking (I wish, I wish, I wish) Beyond the smoke screen, I'm depressed not bored It's odd, but it's not that I don't wanna pick your call You can only understand me if you let me say a word I'm really finding it so hard to swim out of this flood I'm losing my faith in religion and God Stepping back is tough Moving further is hard I just gotta pick my reputation in the mud Somebody save me from this hole that I dug Betrayal everywhere I don't know who's the real dawg oh I need held I need help Everyday I'm getting closer to my death I'm doing lot of things that are injurious to my health Beyond the smoke screen, so much things in my head It's really hard to sleep; so much tears in my bed People I love don't wanna stay I lost my way; I cannot pray