Freestyle (Alot)

I done really been through a lot, have you Ever started from the bottom Tryna make it to the top, and the closest ones To you left your body out to rot Hella years in a cell, cookin' out that hot pot A gram a day a numb the pain from the Demons that I got I'm addicted to the block, young nigga and I'm hot Stuck around with me up, I went down, that Just stopped I can't ride with no stocks, so I keep me thirty Shots Cause these niggas want me dead, but they Know they bet not I be havin' niggas runnin', like a nose full of Snot Please tell me when to stop, ain't no endin' to This pain that I got Thirteen on the floor, helpin' Anty find her Rock Same night I had to cry, that put Anty in a box Now I'm finally off the porch, now I'm bangin' On the block I ain't never had no pops, so the gang is what I Got I been stuck up in the game, I been dodgin' Gunshots Paranoid cause these niggas narrate the plot F*ck niggas hella hard, till they hit that cell Block I was in a cage, and I still ain't forgot How these bitches really change, but they Swear they gon' rock Heart cold, really frozen, once lil' das got p Popped That's my brother through the flesh, can't Nobody say he not Gave him life in a cell, if I got it, then he got it He ain't gotta have nobody, I make up for Everybody Free my demon out the cage, go and catch Another body Who was rockin' like my brother, it was Barely anybody Stitch lip on the clicks, snort a gram to numb Your body I can't trust another soul, I done heard too Many sorries Couple grams up in the wood, you know J. Doe finna bar 'em Hella bitches want my dick, guarantee you That I charge 'emp I am not the father, lil' bitch go ask Maury I was locked in the pen, everybody just Ignored me I was only eighteen, just a baby, got aborted Fell in love with a bitch that only loved me for The moment Thought she always have my back, but she Left me on my lonely Broke a promise, broken hearted, thought She'd never switch up on me All the pain come with love, ride wave, love is Poison All blue state plates, every night I hear voices Fightin' demons on my own, like my life was Unimportant You was fuckin' on them suckers, I was tryin' To get a lawyer There was times I was down with my Brother's care for me So proud my son loved me, had to hustle just To call him And for him I'd do it all, so it's sad you keep Him from me So it's sad you keep him from me All the trials and tribulations really show I Ain't no pussy Niggas really talkin' hard on they Instagram Stories And I'm glad you with them suckers, you can Duck and die slowly I be deep in my feelings, I be stressin' like I'm 40 Took a lot to realize, lil' baby wasn't for me When you trapped inside love, you get Blinded by emojis If I never had my brothers and a couple of Them homies When I hit the right bottom, coulda never Started floatin' on the gang I can't finish namin' all this pain Moral of the story, all love is really fake on The gang