Trapped

Can't sleep right now I been trapped in my mind for a while I am down so bad I need you in my life Please don't cut me off I been holding down on my tears I know i said, goodbye But it was toxic at the end I had to let go even though i love you You will never forgive me And i feel the energy I can't seem to let go Tryna focus But i can't be selfish You going through something too You are dancing on my grave Right now Pouring liquor Celebrating like is your birthday I want to say i hate you for leaving But i still love you You put me in pain I am on medication Spent 3 months in the hospitals Doctors said, is psychosis Little do they know i am love sick I kill my ego just to die again You are dancing on my grave Laughing with your friends And i fell in love with you I don't think you know what love is You are so beautiful to understand Lately, you been mad at me I see the tone in your texting Girl now you out here Just wilding out Who you hang out with i am concern Now, you swearing on your texting I messed up with you And that's on me Ever since you left You treat me like a stranger Now you treat me Like you don't even know me I feel like shit, i have dark thought's My mental health is fucked up I need you like back in the days When you would smile on the calls Text 24 Tell me bout your day Right after work I used to wait for your calls Now we don't even talk And i am struggling without you I need you I fell in love, is not easy as letting go I got attach to you All strings attached And i got used to you And i got used to you