Battles

I feel so close but Still so far I Feel like i have to cover all of my scars. This Lonely road i've Travelled on my own I've got to keep my heart I should've known this from the start Certain days i ask is it worth it Like do i really wanna grind and do i see a purpose All they really want is clout and i had to learn it I had to firm it, them bridges man i had to burn it And i ain't perfect The world keeps turning, keeps spinning Time wait for no man i clocked, keep it ticking I pray in the night for all the days that i be sinning Its like every time i focus the women come in triplets Im conflicted Cos while i pray for forgiveness i still make a living off this singing I'm tryna make a difference with these lyrics that i've written I'm tryna show these boys we ain't cut from the same linen nah Big difference My brodie told me call my mum and tell her that i love her cos my chance could go missing Same week he lost out and now he's left wishing No amount of tears can ever change whats been written Yea I wish that i could fast forward to days that we'd only stay winning You're gonna make her proud I aint kidding, i aint tripping We ain't resting until the jobs finished Look I was scared of getting punched in my face Until it happened, shit changed then i carried a blade You know, Just to feel safe if they tried me again And since then mentally i grew a couple of ways its like I had to shape my destiny And now i'm sitting in the barbers and they're asking whats next next for me And truthfully i did let my pride get the best of me Just to steer clear of the expectancies I have dreams of doing music It's all fun and games until you really prove it The vision they ain't Bayern like Munich I know its cliche and i ain't stupid In the way the doubt is kinda therapeutic I feel so close but Still so far I Feel like i have to cover all of my scars. This Lonely road i've Travelled on my own I've got to keep my heart I should've known this from the start