Split decisions

I don't know what you want from me What's your goal to fucking hurt me, rip me Apart and fucking burn me Was I really that deserving, coming from me I know it's dirty I don't know what you want from me Was it your goal to fucking hurt me Why couldn't you just curb me If it would've saved me so much hurting While you hid me, I was on the rooftop screaming your name to the birdies It turns out I found love, but it wasn't for me I was proud to have you, so I didn't care if God heard me All I ever asked for was you to talk to me Yeah, you know that communication is fucking key I don't know what you want from me What's your goal to fucking hurt me, rip me Apart and fucking burn me Was I really that deserving, coming from me I know it's dirty While you hid me, I was on the rooftop screaming Your name to the birdies It turns out I found love, but it wasn't for Me I was proud to have you, so I didn't care If God heard me Something about the way you sing, the way you look at me No, I'm not kidding, those blue eyes, they drown me And I have no problem swimming Intrusive thoughts, they be peeking These demons on the verge of winning I'm not even the one sinning Was it your intention This is the result of my split decision I gotta go ahead and get them digits I gotta go chase a bad game, drown it up and put this shit in the mud While you hid me, I was on the rooftop screaming your name to the birdies It turns out I found love, but it wasn't for me I was proud to have you, so I didn't care if God heard me Trust me, I know what this sounds like This sounds like a diss, but I just want you To know that I tried my fucking best Social media fucked us up, I don't even know where to begin But I know this shit's up The whole world deals with subliminal messages So why was I the one dumb enough To let it get in my head And cause all these split decisions Thank you, for all the memories that we did have Doesn't matter, short, long Happy moments live by them