Nineteen

I fall first on the brink of death Im so scared for my final breath Ive been making songs For so damn long Since i was 15 When im 19 now Fall first on the brink of love Im so scared when i cannot trust When i wasted all My precious time I was 16 when i fell in love with her I was young I was stupid I was nice But i was useless But im me And i see I wont change anything else about me I was young I was stupid I was nice But i was useless But im me And i see I wont change anything else about me Ive learned alot These couples years I can fill a canvas With all my tears I love my life I love myself Tt took 3 years To know my fears Ive learned alot I always swore If im feeling sad To write the words That how i grew Thats how i cope Thats how i feel Thats how i know Thats im still alive And i can breath, and i can talk and i can fight I can feel So im alive Even if i sit in bed and cry all night I fall first on the brink of death Im so scared for my final breath Ive been making songs For so damn long Since i was 15 When im 19 now Fall first on the brink of love Im so scared when i cannot trust When i wasted all My precious time I was 16 when i fell in love with her I was young I was stupid I was nice But i was useless But im me And i see I wont change anything else about me I was young I was stupid I was nice But i was useless But im me And i see I wont change anything else about me