Abandoned

Here lies my happiness My reason to be The explanation For the hole left in me I'll start with family My house is a dump My father left me My mothers a drunk I'm making arrangements Today I will die There's nothing for me I was never alright I cannot take this It's all that I know I want to end it So I'm writing this note Where did you go I'm still so cold You said you'd hold me again You lied right to my face Never really cared like you promised me I hate your guts but I miss your love And it hurts so much but I know you're done I was only just a child All you gave were empty smiles All the joy I could've seen But instead you chose to Abandon me You left my mothers side After all that she gave She brought you a family She took your own name You had everything But you gave it away I hope you remember The look on my face When you told me that you're leaving But you would be right back You liar You fucking piece of shit You lied right to my face Never really cared like you promised me I hate your guts but I miss your love And it hurts so much but I know you're done I was only just a child All you gave were empty smiles All the joy I could've seen But instead you chose to Abandon me Where did I go wrong What could I have done Could I have stopped you from abandoning me All I want is to know your love I long to be enough Your absence It tortures me Where did I go wrong What could I have done Could I have stopped you from abandoning me All I want is to know your love I long to be enough Your absence It tortures me