Descending (Demo)

Spectral plane No loss no gain Once again I spiral down How could I be so vain Disappearing Behind my weary face again Descending Buried alive just to suffocate Beneath the earth Underneath What's become of me What is left of me will be erased Under the dirt Suffering For eternity Is this a memory or a dream Why can't I see Anything It's all so dark Like a life thrown in the ditch Inadequate Inside my grave still breathing Unholy ghost No frame for my soul Reflection translucent I feel so cold All my failures Grappling enrapturing me Descending Every time I try I fail again Waiting for the day that it works Trying so hard to be better One day One day One day I'll Be broken free from the pressure Proud then of the man I'd become No longer a failure One day One day One day Is this a memory or a dream Why can't I see Anything It's all so dark Like a life thrown in the ditch Inadequate Inside my grave still breathing This is the resting place of a vain man This is the ultimate disappointment He died Knowing he'd never see the sky