Lonely Still (Demo)

I fear one day You'll find a noose around me I dream of better times But they've never seemed so far away With all you've given All your sincere words I hate to feel alone But the pain is all I know Captivated by the doubt surrounding me I feel as if I'll drown In the fear of falling out Is there more to me than hoping I'll get over being lonely Cause nothing works Is this all I'm worth Losing control Spiraling down the hole Everyone's there for me But I've never felt so fucking cold I know you're trying With the best intentions But I cannot face myself How can I face somebody else Captivated by the doubt surrounding me I feel as if I'll drown In the fear of falling out Is there more to me than hoping I'll get over being lonely Cause nothing works Is this all I'm worth Holding on to the railing now I need to let go but I don't know how Depression followed by Worthlessness passing me by I swear I tried please don't cry When I say goodbye