Plausible Deniability

Don't you hear me upstairs Drunk in your bathroom mirror crying Drinks we shared Thought that they'd make me feel better than this Don't you notice me clenching my fist Every minute we click Better than everyone here or to exist Well, it goes without saying if it's meant to be it'll happen Well, I'm not convinced Don't get me started I know I shouldn't go to your parties And I'm sorry You think we crossed a line This love's requited and we stay quiet about it Maybe we'll have to hide it forever and we're so bad at lying That I look in your eyes A little too long And you hold me closer than what you're supposed to I'm sorry I want you Even if wanting you is wrong Don't you know the effect You've had on me hasn't worn off yet I'm still seeing you And talking to you like you never left in the back of my mind Right where I left you before While I'm stuck in traffic and falling asleep You're finishing sentences like I finish drinks I'd love to know how it feels to forgive yourself Swallowing keys for doors we leave closed I can't help but notice a lump in your throat When we have little moments like nobody's watching And I'm sorry You think we crossed a line This love's requited and we stay quiet about it Maybe we'll have to hide it forever and we're so bad at lying That I look in your eyes A little too long And you hold me closer than what you're supposed to I'm sorry I want you Even if wanting you is wrong I'm sorry I want you Even if wanting you is wrong Can we hold it together for now Can we hold it together for now Or can we let go Can we let go Can we let go Can we let go Only for a moment Our plausible deniability Our plausible deniability