my core feels complete at twilight

You tell me you love me every other day I don't know what the f*ck I am meant to say Everytime you say it you just keep digging my grave Everytime I say it hope just gets in the way I'm stuck in the tundra where there's only candle wax And there is not a lighter i'm not in fantasy land Every compliment you give hits me like battering ram I feel like I'm following mermaids You're a myth creating the worst pain Your love for me just erased This is the residence upon the cursed lane I don't know if I can cope With an empty bed and messy sheets All of our memories are gone I just wish there was a way to rewind time cos when it was great it was like the highest of highlights Fucked up baby I might die Memories that remedy my centerpiece at twilight I'm socially adept but romantically inept Get the f*ck away from heart baby that shit is kept It's locked inside a chest And you're never going to find it Swear to god that the timing is always wrong never right and I wish that I could rewind it Back to a fucking time where it was simple with no issues and I liked it And I'm running And I'm running back to you And I'm running And I'm running back to you And I don't like this Cos I'm so in love with you You tell me you love me every other day I dont' know what the f*ck I am meant to say Everytime you say it you just keep digging my grave Everytime I say it hope just gets in the way Can we just gaze at the starlight I'm just trying to find my Home with all these constellations We can take a joyride Imma be up like all night yeah Imma be up like all night Imma be up like all night Imma be up like all night yeah