theres a monster beneath this cage and its trying to break loose

The more I try, the less I get back I don't wanna die, I just don't want to live Cause in my 20 years, I've never felt a thing In all these years, I've never felt a thing Until you had appeared I assure you that you're heaven sent and I'm hell bent And you're eloquent So food for thought, let's now talk about the elephant In the room in my mind, inside of me There's a monster, and it's ugly If you're stuck around, then you are unlucky Cause as time passes by from each day I realize that it's harder to restrain Them in these chains, that we made All these voices in my mind and they're begging just to escape Not only have they got my keys, they got the key chains They stole my memories and masquerade as me, wait I'm trying to find a hole inside of this labyrinth But I can't handle it, everything is scattering Thoughts continue damaging I don't wanna die In all these years, I've never felt a thing Until you had appeared I assure you that you're heaven sent and I'm hell bent And you're eloquent So food for thought, let's now talk about the elephant