TRUST.ISSUES.

I was so obsessed, I was so obsessed (so obsessed) I had to cool down and collect myself (had to do it) Think 'bout what I could and what wouldn't work (what I be doin') I was always great at conducting plans Like I'm playin' chess, not the checkers, board just had to change Had to freeze my heart over, just so another couldn't hurt Few months back I'd never think that, this is how it ends That wasn't the plan but I had to change Glad that I'm adaptive Now I'm flyin' like a bird Without all the chains, even tho I'm still in pain Maybe it'll get better or maybe it won't Maybe I'm just gone, after all them demons they still talk to me They just want me gone, I don't even know if I'll still be there After all, I don't know, hope that I ain't done Hope that they will freeze to death like the feelings for that fuckin' girl Hope the next one won't just shatter what I just repaired Even tho ice melts, I just can't I just can't I just can't I just can't Can't Can't Can't Can't Wipe my tears with money, I don't need a tissue You say that in future I say you've got lots of issues Thinkin' you can play with me, my ego says I need to beat you Now I've got trust issues, after you I gotta battle many fuckin' issues Cannot trust a bitch that constantly be with you but still ain't fuckin' with you I just wanted to be with you but you say you've got all of them fuckin' issues But I didn't see an issue so you caused another fissure You've been so bipolar that I couldn't really know If you really with me for me or only for gold All of your personas changin' like I'm changin' clothes All of your personas - I don't know who do I hate or who am I in love with You broke my heart into a thousand pieces, now each one be lovin' different hoe, bitch All I wanted was to help you but you threw me overboard It's so overbearin', me no longer in control I saw loads of me in you, thought we might be perfect pair Guess my Bonnie was Apate, just the way that she betrayed Yeah, that's so insane Now I gotta swim past all the graves All of the emotions that are buried there How do I deserve, livin' through this fate Now I gotta pray, that I'll find a girl That isn't like them, guess I'm damned I'm so fuckin' damned, why it had to end I hate other girls, just 'cause all of 'em Just 'cause all of 'em