Stoic

Thought myself as someone who'd forgive what I have done Regret's a pain that lives in the soul When the sun died down I felt the need to run Can't escape what I've become The days burn fast the nights I reflect Dissecting then deflecting every anxious breath When the world judges me I hope it knows who I am Hope it knows I have nothing left I'm sailing on but I'm lost at sea Don't know much about the stars With winded lungs I plea and I plea A stoic face won't show in the dark A stoic face won't show in the dark A stoic face won't show in the dark A mirrors only friend are those with windows for eyes Hiding behind narcissistic blinds The world is loud when it's in your head Saying I'm fine is a necessary lie When the dawn painted ceilings I was full of empty feelings My mind didn't want to reconnect I pushed my body towards the door Carrying the weight of retrospect I'm sailing on but I'm lost at sea I don't know much about the stars With winded lungs I plea and I plea A stoic face won't show in the dark A stoic face won't show in the dark A stoic face won't show in the dark In the Dark In the Dark In the Dark In the Dark