Runaway

I’m alive but dead inside My depression hitting hard I find it hard to try People don’t deserve to pass Why they gotta die It brings a tear to my eye I may not seem it but I get emotionally attached Drugs fucking with my brain I hear the devil laugh Piece of paper with my future in my right hand And I’m staring at the stars i hope might end Waking up to find the one I love is not there I don’t wish it upon no one but life isn’t fair Does god really care Because I know he can hear me I just wanna talk Nobody should fear me By myself how I walk Turn myself to a legend This life that I hold Could be over in a second Ran away from my home Cause I feel paranoid Of everyone I trust Leaving an empty void And that trust is gone And now my hope is too The trip is long But I’m not coping through I thought I was fine but I was on my own I needed some help cuz I was all alone 999 don’t mean nothing to me anymore 911 should’ve been the first call If it was i could still be here Mystery’s unsolved The message wasn’t clear no way uh Was I there so I could stay uh With tears running down my face uh All this shit i cannot take uh Why ain’t the world a better place Leaving my family without a trace Only I know where I went which ways Only I know what goes through my mind I’ve had enough 16 years we’re fine