Looking at the Ceiling

It's what you deserve I know I'll be dead As I'm reaching the door Reaching the door Because you won't Accept that you hurt me Understand my words Understand what I say I've known you for so long So why do I still wonder If I have ever really known you I love you more than I have ever did I love you so much now that I think I never did I've known you for so long I was only dreaming And not sleeping I never slept Thinking about you Looking at the ceiling Looking at the ceiling I've known you for so long So why do I still wonder If I have ever really known you I love you more than I have ever did I love you so much now that I think I never did It's what you deserve Is this what you deserve It's what you deserve Is this what you deserve