Heaven (Regrets)

If today you were dead, what would everyone think? Will they appreciate all that you did? Will they aspire to live how you lived? or will they walk away without any regrets? If today you were dead would anyone care? Are they gonna save you if you disappeared? Will they all leave you when we're in despair? Will God need you when he isn't there? It's the apocalypse You better run from this The damage is done You aren't stopping this We're all hell bound Heaven's unattainable We're spell bound We think our words will save us still Our actions ain't matching Our values distracting The fucking fact is We're living backwards. Our world is crumbling We're gonna pay the price The people around Aren't gonna save your life The day you are gone they'll just find a replacement They'll get a new clone to fill in the vacancy This shit happens every day These demons, They don't ever change That's why l made myself inherently strange So even if I don't win I'd get in their way I'm purposely different It's hard to forget me Their box I won't fit in They will never get me! How can l live knowing that l'm gonna die? How can l make sure they'll remember mine? I think I'd rather live in blissful ignorance Than learn about life and how quick it diminishes I gotta keep at the rhythm Before l run out of minutes I gotta keep it together If l'm going to win it If I'll prevail I gotta be there I gotta be in it I'm gonna be innovative Doing my own shit I need my soul to be liberated Till the day l drop I'll be spitting my thoughts I'm that light in the dark Finding those who are lost I'm not worried about fame Just respect for my actions I unplugged from the matrix Escaped from the madness I won't worship the fake l'm not here for the masses Think about it for a mother fucking second I'll be doing this until my last breath Don't forget it! If today l was dead l know what you would think You would appreciate all that l did You would aspire to live how l lived Just think about everything I said I'm trying to change in the hopes of fulfillment I need you to see, l don't want you to film it Most things in life are just a distraction If l die tomorrow what would be their reaction? That wouldn't matter cause It's in the past I'd look back on my life, and l would just laugh So when you think of me, know it's for the best Because l lived my life without any regrets!