Build A Bridge And Jump Off It

Lonely and restless On the coldest of nights With these thoughts on my mind That keep pulling me down I'm only fooling everyone else So that everyone else Turns their back, turns their back on me So let go of these feelings that I'm keeping inside And hold on, cause I'm feeling like I'm barely alive Lay back as this pain takes over me Broke down cause my head is spinning out of control Nineteen years, and I've got nothing to show We're only getting older now [Chorus:] This pain seems forgotten But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting Thinking of all this time Left to waste and die The only thing i know for sure Is I don't care anymore And when I'm gone Well I hope you'll have the strength to move on Angy, but I'm told to not complain Recluse, but I'm better off this way This is not what I want But I'll just bite my tongue And now I'm hungry, but I'm too tired to eat Tired, But I'm too hungry to sleep We're only getting older now [Chorus:] And it hurts Save me cause I'm drowning (Give me more time) I can't keep on drown Feels like I'm blinded now As they shut me out But I'm trying to see (Please make this stop) This pain seems forgotten, But inside I'm rotting, I'm rotting Thinking of all this time Left to waste and die But I'm not gonna know what I'm doing here What I'm doing here So why can't you give me a sign? (Give me a sign, give me a sign) As I drown now Swimming in an ocean of fear My last regret is never knowing Why I'm here (why I'm here)