It ain't like you

I'm getting tired defending And the amount of hours The amount of times I was spending And doing nothing man procrastinating Always delaying And rather playing and smoking Instead of writing down the shit I be saying I'm tired of the money lending Man I'm tired pretending I could have been a druggy like Tony But I'm afraid of the coppers I was unlucky and phony I ain't a doctor like Chopper Feels like I lost a few homies I'm going solo like rockers We could have done it together But you ain't doing it proper And man I'm done I'm tired I'm finished wasting my time The best liars be convincing others they cannot lie I've been told by brothers that our destiny tied But if you holding me back that shit ain't gon apply Shit's pilling up as always Go to stage and light it up as always But every time I climb it down the smile fades And the show is over lights are out but I can't say goodbye Hide it up at my place Tell me what you'd try to do in my place When everything is pilling up as always When the problems hot Do not give up I know it ain't like you And you know I had ambitions But you know the thing about ambitions you playing your cards wrong Then the guilt gon break your head like a head up collision And I thought I was ahead I thought wrong I dread and I bleed nothing happened like I had it envisioned Ain't nothing gonna happen like I have it depicted But that's the thrill of the game that I'm playing I'm addicted It's only fueling the fire and I ain't the victim But I gotta thank y'alls for the pain y'all inflicted Planning ahead It's like you buying the woman you love the ring that she wants She saying yes but she later regrets Because your definition of love ain't making any sense in her head Even tho I grew colder I'm staying optimistic And right know we ain't gotta talk about statistics Man I'm doing rookie numbers ain't ashamed to admit it But soon as I get a challenge my words flying like ballistics ey I ain't gotta grab a heater I ain't no gangster but I ain't no bitch either I ain't no born leader but we getting there But right now I can't allow any more shit Pilling up as always Go to stage and light it up as always But every time I climb it down the smile fades And the show is over lights are out but I can't say goodbye Hide it up at my place Tell me what you'd try to do in my place When everything is pilling up as always When the problems hot Do not give up I know it ain't like you It ain't like you But enough with the pity Man it took a while to introduce myself to the city Now I'm comfortable Untouchable dawg call me Achilles And while I'm here I might as well keep an eye on them kiddies Cause if you causing problems trust me man it ain't gon be pretty And I don't give a f*ck where you from We can work things out we can get along And I don't wanna cause any harm But if you do my fans rise when I raise my palm Oh y'all got get it And y'all be crazy to try You can track us attack us but everybody standing with me And I'm seeing them cowards they trynna take what is mine You got a thread a baretta upset a momma to kill me You feel me breathing no longer congrats you ended a life Pressure on you I'm gon haunt you till I catch you in hell But wait now really all that shit I said that ain't gon apply Cause I ain't the one who fell Oh y'all gon get it It's a shame I can't accept my own defeat And I can't undo the mistakes that I repeat It's a shame that it ain't the same as in my dreams But I can't let that stop me let the world rob me when my shit's Pilling up as always Go to stage and light it up as always But every time I climb it down the smile fades And the show is over lights are out but I can't say goodbye Hide it up at my place Tell me what you'd try to do in my place When everything is pilling up as always When the problems hot Do not give up I know it ain't like you Would you do me a favor When I'm sitting in my grave cause of heart failure Early buried down under just like Australia Spread my word from state to state to every mayor To every made man and all the boss bitches Our savior died but left us his riches Resume the fight diminish the vicious Continue my ambitions Oh y'all gon get it