Winter

Been going back and forth Need inner peace and love But there's a shadow on the wall When the ceiling starts to talk What can I do to stop My mind lost in the storm? Why does it hurt so bad The chaos that's inside? Why does it hurt so bad Could someone help me out? Facing the mirror I'm not getting better Wishing for the winter Not to last forever Broken reflection Time in suspension From every direction Inside my dimension Watch and see me, yeah No This is fucking eternal Set me free Frigid I hit the ground Ocean of sound with butterflies around Where were you gone? What have you done? Who have you become? Feeling so lost locked in a shell An ink black self made hell Winter brought me answers Left me breathless and I'm still desperate Still so cold Facing the mirror I'm not getting better I'm not getting better I'm not getting better