SCARS

Ain't no living clue I'm gonna tell the truth You know that i'm gonna be better than you I want to be winning No more pretending I wanna see them right here now No more words can define me I wanna talk to me I'm telling the truth I'm telling the truth I'm telling the truth I'm feeling it now I'm feeling it now I'm feeling it now Have you ever felt something in your mind lately Feel like loneliness Depression and more lazy Well I have It has been complicated I never felt like this Feel like i'm sick How else am I supposed to describe it I think i'm fine to stay alive No way I ain't lying I just want to leave here today I try to be like them guys But i'm the one who's too shy I just want to go comply But ain't nowhere to go Sometimes I feel like i'm going to fail I know that i'm going to hell I wanna make sure you ain't gonna stay back there Cause I know that you'll love it here I lied to you all It was a meaningful trip I saw my cousin Good times I keep saying i'm fine but I ain't inside I want someone by my side I want the one upstairs But I know everyone will say that i'm such a weird guy And a loser Ain't no pretending I just don't wanna lose it Ain't no reminiscing I just need her for one try I promise I will never lie I'm tryna be the one for life But you just recording I wanna stab me with a knife And you'll be ignoring I know that no one will be by my side Ain't gonna tell my kids how she became my wife But no more messing around I love it one hundred thou- Don't make me look like a clown And then I know you won't frown I got potential that's calling me I wanna be proud Say that i'm gonna do right And then i'll go on down No more talking for the might It's the light that makes me right I want to meet you on the other side of town My face got round No more messing around My scars will show you how I drown I'm tryna find The one and only time That time when i'm gon' die I wanna get some time So you can see me fine And not cry It's how I am live I wanna make sure that you're gonna be okay I know them pro palestinians have no rule for pain You know they have no brain It's just one big shame I wanna kill them all until I suddenly faint It feels like the time I was born The doctor cut my mama open Her whole stomach was torn They tried to take me out and leave the estate But accidentally got a knife and slashed my face I wanna talk about the girls who saw me dj You motherfuckers are whores and can't not masterbate At least you're better than the one in Canada She was a fucking twat and you guys only chat one and other I feel like dissing one of my group of friends The one that's on the other side I cannot pretend It will soon be the end And your life too Ain't no way you're gonna eat all that stew Man f*ck you Ben You anti semite and racist friend F*ck you Levi Stop jerking under your pants F*ck you David Nothing to be said And f*ck you Noah For never getting on again I hope that you motherfuckers know It doesn't matter how I show Give me the respect I deserve and maybe I won't throw It's the time for me to go Back to bed and dream of more Happiness in my life and even some hope No more talking on the song It's the dark that makes me wrong I want to meet you on the other side of the world Your face is wronged No more messing around My scars will show how you I live long Ain't no living clue I'm gonna tell the truth You know that i'm gonna be better than you I want to be winning No more pretending I wanna see them right here now No more words can define me I wanna talk to me