2019

I used to have negative thoughts what I was bringing forward Negative thoughts what the future was holding Now I can't really tell them apart Debugging myself to find out what's wrong Thanking myself that I didn't go and stayed at home This place this road takes me Yeah, it should not be told I cut everything off, now everything's gone I'm treading a fine line like an elephant But that was in hindsight, sight A few years from now, I might not even be alive What am I even getting out of this time Tryna get a kick in one last time But it never hits, like the last time Relearning everyday how to feel pride Getting left behind with everything on the line I'm not in a good spot But I make the best of my spot But my thoughts got the last laugh I thought I was in charge of the plot But I ended up in a deadlock There's so much to catch up to But it will get better cause I'm taking my time In a few years, I'll be renewed But that's the mindset that made me sink too And that's the mindset that made me sink too Yeah, yeah, what about it now? And I'm already on the next chapter Yeah, but I, but I cannot live without it I'm so, I'm so, I'm so attached to it I'm so about it But the time I take is so long I guess I can live without it Yeah, yeah, yeah, what about it now? And I'm already on the next chapter, yeah But I, but I cannot live without it I'm so, I'm so, I'm so attached to it I'm so about it But the time I take is so long I guess I can live without it I haven't felt any joy since August 2015 I've lost all motivation for my hopes and dreams I was supposed to have released this in 2018 Yeah, but I isolated myself from other people Uh, and I invested myself, cause I had no money And I played all my childhood games again just to have something funny Trying to think back to what made me who I was But I can't remember nothing I've just been thinking what's the point I've just been thinking what's the point