Scary Fast Keys

There are no country roads anymore There are just gray buildings and stores I'm not trying to start a war But last thing I want to see is the world bored There's no joy in going outside anymore There's no joy in staying inside (inside) No relief to sort out what's in my head No matter how long I lay in bed I feel like Skrillex in 2010 I was really alive back then Every time I'm on camera I'm looking left But I don't think they can see how little I got left (yeah) I'm thinking about all the min-maxes So nothing that hits me will be an accident Telling people my time is well spent So I don't have to elaborate what I really meant I don't deserve this pain Nobody deserve this pain I don't deserve to complain I don't feel shame if you know we're the same It has started to show on my face Can't let it out cause it's so degrading I'm holding these thoughts for too long You think respect is earned, but it's lost So, since I'm not getting nowhere I guess I can wait cause all my time's spare So, since I'm not getting nowhere First and last resort is not being here (here, here) So, since I'm not getting nowhere I guess I can wait cause all my time's spare (spare, spare) So, since I'm not getting nowhere (where, where) First and last resort is not being here (here) I can't search help cause that would be going out my way Putting a smile on someone's else face Should make me smile But now it's the other way Maybe I can dream until it's time to wake up Then at the ending I can breath out again I've been ahead of the curve They catching up to me now like they some entrepreneurs (some entrepreneurs) While I dig down in my sorrow (in my sorrow) Maybe it could've been worse But not in my universe (universe) I keep having to relearn on how to feel pride In what I know I can get But don't forget to thank what I got Getting left behind but I am the one taking the steps My body feels it but I can't sense it Whenever the three month cycle is ending My smile strides against my natural response What my mind is feeling What my mind is feeling Can't be expressed in thoughts Can't be expressed in thoughts My senses can't comprehend it My senses can't comprehend it I don't know, don't know, what is real or not Didn't have hope to begin with Didn't have hope to begin with Now that is a word, word I rarely bring up I can not live like this I can not live like this