There Go The Years

There go the years, I didn't see that coming It all appears to have been waste of time Here comes the fear, glad I can still feel something Should have turned heel while I was in my prime Didn't intend to live a life in solitude Start to descend deeper into my mind I could pretend I'm doing what I wanted to But in the end all I did was survive I've been trying to deny I need to start all over again But nothing I try keeps me satisfied I wouldn't say my time here so far could be considered mundane I'm just waiting for the changing of the tides Where to begin picking up all the pieces Shedding my skin come out of this cocoon Time is ticking and I'm running out of reasons This boats sinking and I better jump ship soon I've been trying to deny I need to start all over again But nothing I try keeps me satisfied I wouldn't say my time here so far could be considered mundane I'm just waiting for the changing of the tides Take down my ship to the ocean Pull out the anchor from the sand I don't know where I'm going Just need to make it to dry Land I've been trying to deny I need to start all over again But nothing I try keeps me satisfied I wouldn't say my time here so far could be considered mundane I'm just waiting for the changing of the tides