Alone

I'm in the back of the classroom next to the window I'm just sitting here serving no purpose I'm alone I don't speak to anybody And nobody wants to sit beside me I'm just here, all alone disconnected from the world Looking at the window thinking about her I'm useless no one notices me But strangely this makes me happy I don't know how I should feel right now My sentiments are a mess since I met you I try to be happy but one thing is holding me back I think it's the madness of the world we live in I'm very tired I only sleep 4 hour a night I waste my time on the internet and I don't like that But everyday when I wake up to go to school I think about her I get in the mood One day I'll be far from here I'll dying here wearing my best clothes It will have been a long time since I spoke to anybody And nobody will be noticing, nobody will be sad that I'm dying