Dead Inside

Everything's fucked up I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm mad at the same time I feel everything but I feel nothing I'm sad with no reason I don't fall in love, I fall in hell I don't sleep I'm a dying undead I get angry too fast for some shit I loose all my friends to do my shit If god can't help me I hope he helps the others I'll be soon in heaven, with every great lovers I can't sleep until 8am I even forgot that my birthday is in 6 days So why keep struggling with all that shit (Life) Why keep smiling when I'm dead on the inside Why keep struggling with all that shit (Life) Why keep smiling when I'm dead on the inside I see nobody, I stay home weekly Don't you talk with me, I'm already lonely I don't care about anything you do Anyone you see, anywhere you go Live your life and leave me alone I don't deserve your attention I don't want to break your heart I don't want you to break my heart So why keep struggling with all that shit (Life) Why keep smiling when I'm dead on the inside Why keep struggling with all that shit (Life) Why keep smiling when I'm dead on the inside