Die Young

She told me that she loved me by the water fountain She told me that she loved me and she didn't love him And that was really lovely cause it was innocent But now she's got a cup with something else in it It's getting kinda blurry at a quarter past ten And he was in a hurry to be touching her skin She's feeling kinda dirty when she's dancing with him Forgetting what she told me by the water fountain I been through some shit man I counted my tears I'm damaged inside like my heart got a spear I'm used to the storm I been in it for years I'm losing control like I can't even steer I had to move different I had to switch gears I been traumatized had me living in fear You said that you had me you not even here I know I'll die young they not killing my spirit I been through some shit man I counted my tears I'm damaged inside like my heart got a spear I'm used to the storm I been in it for years I'm losing control like I can't even steer I had to move different I had to switch gears I been traumatized had me living in fear You said that you had me you not even here I know I'll die young they not killing my spirit It's hard to decipher what's fake and what's real You tried to hide pain, alcohol and some pills I went through the same had me poppin them seals I spoke with the devil almost made a deal These scars are my proof that time won't ever heal Alone but at peace I don't know how to feel They was just hating, they talking down still I just said f*ck em, my eyes on a mil My eyes on a mil forever Thought we was climbing this hill together I'm trynna come up lately I been trynna make everything feel better I'm writing these songs like letters This feeling come back whenever I stayed down again and again experiencing all of the worst of the weather I been stuck in the past while my future comes faster I'm feeling so lost conversate with the pastor Why everything good just become a disaster I needed you most turned away when it mattered I pick up the pieces my heart really shattered This love start to hurt, killing me like some cancer I hate that you folded, I love that it happened I never asked shit but I got all my answers I been through the storm, I know I'll die young I'm losing control I know I'll die young I know I'll die young I been through some shit man I counted my tears I'm damaged inside like my heart got a spear I'm used to the storm I been in it for years I'm losing control like I can't even steer I had to move different I had to switch gears I been traumatized had me living in fear You said that you had me you not even here I know I'll die young they not killing my spirit I been through some shit man I counted my tears I'm damaged inside like my heart got a spear I'm used to the storm I been in it for years I'm losing control like I can't even steer I had to move different I had to switch gears I been traumatized had me living in fear You said that you had me you not even here I know I'll die young they not killing my spirit She told me that she loved me by the water fountain She told me that she loved me and she didn't love him And that was really lovely cause it was innocent But now she's got a cup with something else in it It's getting kinda blurry at a quarter past ten