IN HER EYES

I seen the pain in her eyes when she told me she no longer loves me These demons they no longer run me, tell me could you ever trust me I'm staring deep in her eyes now this shit getting blurry, they flooding Tears in her eyes what I never saw coming How could I not see it coming I treated this love like it's nothing I drink a lil more just to numb it Down this whole bottle like f*ck it I can't make anything of it Looking like this really done it We can't even go and discuss it We out of time tell me something I think it's the best if we cut it Once again start to misjudge me Love in her eyes but she judge me I mean, it is what it is and I'm still out here chasing this money Rain on me, rain on me, thunderstorm, lately it's been getting sunny Right now I'm leaving the country Sorry to leave it got ugly I seen the damage I caused with it I never dealt with you properly Find you again, it's a lottery I took from you it's a robbery Nightmares becoming a part of me Nightmares becoming a part of me Regret in my mind just been haunting me Memories recently taunting me Guard up my heart with an armory Left me with nun I'm in poverty I felt these drugs in my arteries Look at me now are you proud of me Look at me now are you proud of me Look at me now are you proud of me Look at me now are you proud of me Looking like something that I'll never know, look at shit like it's wild to me I had some demons inside of me Sometimes you can't do it alone are willing to go on this ride with me Told me you willing to die for me I did my best for this promise I seen in her eyes what she'd hide from me Loved you despite all the lies to me Sleep is the cousin of death in my dreams my soul leave and then cry to me Leave when it cry to me Leave when it cry to me Just leave when it cry to me Willing to go on this ride with me? I see in her eyes what she hide from me Left in my dreams Left in my dreams I let this pain go inside of me