Break

Every day that passes by I sit down and pray I talk to God and ask him what I could've done that day But there's nothing that could be done Drop it, forget it And worry about today and move forward and act like you're ok Just sit and listen while I reminisce about the old days They stay in my head locked, forever, I just want a break As a kid, I grew up clueless half the time With a family who never cared and spread shameful lies Well I tired to be a good addition to you guys But I split away it led a path to my goals to this present time I've decided to become a man who knows what's right And it's hard when your childhood was just alright I would come home to find dad working hard And said one day you'll do the same and go far I just want a break, I just want a break, I just want a break And it's hard when close friends came to envy me Cause of all the talent that I had and still have in me Now I'm sitting in a quiet place where I don't want to be I'm afraid to stand and look up but I don't want to see That I'm no longer a smiling kid like I use to be And there's a voice inside of my head saying yall have forgotten me I had so much to say, thinking about what I could've done differently that day Every day that passes by I sit down and pray I talk to God and ask him what I could've done that day But there's nothing that could be done Drop it, forget it And worry about today and move forward and act like you're ok Just sit and listen while I reminisce about the old days They stay in my head locked, forever, I just want a break I just want a break, I just want a break, I just want a break I look up to the sky and thank god for the things I have Because others have it worse and probably don't understand What happiness is in terms of having a family to thank I have my parents, that's all I need so I can make a stand And you can too If you believe that you can All you need is your self to convince your mind that you're stronger than them So rise up And show em' That you can