Before you realize

Yo, uh it is what it is I can't turn back time Uh, yeah, uh I'm full of regrets I'm gone now I don't really ever wanna hear about you Tell me how you feel, I regret it man it's true For all the bad things that I know I did to you I don't know why I did it makes me sad makes me blue My words cut deeper than a bad boy's knife Left unintended scars or pain to your life Drawing my regrets in a sea of red wine Wish I could take the memories out my mind I keep you like a prisoner the whole time Incriminating every day I was blind Now you at the top of the hill, the hill you climb Killed you in many ways, man it wasn't right Everybody witnessed the beast that I become Said you don't need me, don't blame me if you've won Its a good thing you moved on, get on with your life and leave the past behind right I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize Yo, regrets over-powered my mind I can't turn back time But listen yo I feel bad for what I did I can't runaway Now I know the feelings of your true heartache But when we're apart I said things are okay To you I'm poisoned that's all I can say Into the future only catch you know what's bright And if you run far away I understand I won't fight I'll be calm when the storm comes raging Gotta settle down that will both turn your pages Out of my maze, so best stay away Like a bird singing songs at the start of the day Don't worry, don't regret that you left Don't let it haunt you no more You knew life you explore Deep down on the inside, you knew What kind of monster have been you They carve me like a statue But I'm afraid it's true I had a real bad influence on you I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize I'd die for this pain Won't break the chain The water is deep I'm sinking our memories and trauma You'll forget before you realize