Circle of a lighting flame

I wake up shaking in an obsession A crush to put it in the game of lust and When you roll into me with confidence My eyes aren't open I made you tired of me in your own house My eyes start to see how it was meant to be The guy who sleeps with me is Just an obsession that makes me crazy And I'm lonely too but that's more than just enough You had my true love and you began to unfold us But you had it now I can't give enough and I know I'm going to stay Still lost in this maze For three hundred million more days So long away We had everything I had nothing that I could not do I guess I always gave you years to change I'll break my spell if you'd like to start again I wonder who's going to blame Cause my love still burns like flame And I guess I know how small I really am And you're a strong boy So you could change the rules of love Then who's to blame? Back to your heart boy as you're gonna let me know Ride the domino You'll go out fading then you're gone Then who's to blame? Know I'll always be The woman who floats by your river In the end, I knew you have always won And your love is a shell that is in prison Used to think that it's free in an island All this hope is broken Have you ever had the heart of every girl? Did you treat them like A bird trapped in a cage watching A blank grey sky? Maybe it's just me, but I just couldn't feel it All the things I gave An empty soul that's twisted hiding In a dark cave One day you'll wake up In a circle of a lighting flame