In My Head

Go to heaven when it all end Got my ex steady callin Age twelve felt that real pressure Pop a pill till I feel better Sippin raspberry faygo She gon' do what I say so Know she miss me can't hide that I get drunk where the wine at Gettin' money's my main goal Fifteen had a old soul Used to want to live forever Now I know that death is better Know pain got plenty Need a cure to my envy Light up when I feel numb Smoke it all till I feel some No time left today Just spent money on a J Some pain I feel every week I see you by what you seek Struggle even when I sleep That pain cut me deep Wake up, you on my brain Go to sleep, still the same Hate how I let you go Pop said don't trust a hoe Prettiest girl I ever seen I wanna know what you dream I know I can call on C C know he call on me 17 didn't know what I'd be I give my love for free I need to go, can't leave today All in my head is where I stay My rage, my pain, my love, my pride My joy, my peace, in my head they hide