Why You Want Me Now

Durag I had to change my way of living, had no pot to piss in I had to play broke for a minute, just to stack my digits I did them dusty hoes the sickest, I ain't talking clinics They used to ask me whats they birthday but I don't remember I remember struggle, I remember wishing I used to think that they would love me but they never did it But I cant show emotions, Its best to keep it hidden Y'all hold that shit against me, and try to catch me slipping Cooley High upon my neck, Its so hard to say goodbye, simple walking in the bank And y'all never gave me nothing, nope i never heard a thanks Bitches told me to "Do Me" , and I said Ima do my thing I know who the f*ck I am, Cant nobody tell me shit About my motherfucking self, I'm as solid as it get I was down, I was broke, That hoe said I wasn't It Same hoe up in my DM, cause I'm rolling and I'm lit Tell me why you want me now You could've been here, wish you would've held it down Tell me why you want me now You let me go, you thought I wouldn't make it out Now you want me cause I'm rolling, tell me how the f*ck that sound Tell me why you want me now Tell me why you want me now Tell me why you want me now Tell me why you want me now I cant trust these niggas, I cant trust these bitches Lie and say that you ain't fucking, know you fucking did it I guess you thought that i would slow up, cause I'm syrup sipping I see you on them other motives, and I know the difference I know that life ain't easy, free my dawg in prison Right now I'm locked inside this grind, Its a forever sentence If I don't pay nobody, I always attention Bitch I tried to tell you, You ain't wanna listen Bitch I'm flyer than a jet, Ain't no way to bring me down, cause I'm comfortable up here Everybody took the elevator, but I took the stairs I was fighting for my life, I swear nobody fucking cared yeah yeah yeah Sitting here thinking I was in love, Bitch you thought it was Stupid hoe was blowing my high so hard to catch a buzz I heard these pussy niggas was snitching, they going to catch these slugs And that stupid hoe lost me forever when she lost my trust Why you want me now, You ain't hold me down I was tryna make you proud, and you let me down I was out here tryna build, you did me wrong for real I was balling with you, and I ball without you still Tell me why you want me now You could've been here, wish you would've held it down Tell me why you want me now You let me go, you thought I wouldn't make it out Now you want me cause I'm rolling, tell me how the f*ck that sound Tell me why you want me now Tell me why you want me now Tell me why you want me now Tell me why you want me now