How am I? (feat. Blue Kender)

Sitting in the back seat Crying in a taxi Hurting but you can't see Never feelin complete Got off the xannys for you Never forget all the shit Ghosting all bitches And never replying But jerking in secret To all of their nudes Fucking your best friend Thinking bout you But she does it 10 times Better than you Better than you But I just can't I just can't Forget about you Memories you don't keep Can't just take a blind leap Circling your bedroom Like living in a bad trip Fighting with my demon And I am loosing slowly Searching in the mirror I feel like I don't know me (I don't want your love...) I don't want your words Cua they keep hurting every time A little more Every dream comes crashing down Like every love How am I supposed to know? It all happened long ago (And I just can't get how you pretended all along) How am I supposed to know? It all happened long ago But the feelings never go And I Don't Wanna fall in love Again.... I don't wanna fall back Everything was so bad Broken in a million pieces Everybody saw that I don't wanna feel no more I don't wanna miss you more I don't wanna love no more No more No more F*ck love! How am I supposed to know? It all happened long ago (And I just can't get how you pretended all along) How am I supposed to know? It all happened long ago But the feelings never go.. I don't want your love...