My Universe

Indeed it is Steven but what is the point To just chill out by smoking a joint I’ve started to ponder the point of my life Is it to have a family with kids and a wife Also is there an afterlife What if death itself feels like a stab with a knife What do we do if we have no one to hold What do we do if we’re lonely when we’re old Am I supposed to fulfill some kind of purpose Maybe just get a bunch of stuff I wanna purchase That just doesn’t sound right to me I just want to know who I’m supposed to be Maybe I’m supposed to make my own destiny Maybe to life that is the key How do I know if I am right What if I can’t help living wound tight I don’t know if I can deal with rejection I’m still scared to get an injection What if I am all wrong What if I close my eyes and everyone I love is gone What do I do when I’m fighting depression What do I do when I have an obsession Everyone around me is moving on Before I know it they will all be gone Life is moving way too fast I feel like it is literally zooming past I’m being honest when I say I’m scared of death One day I will breathe my last breath I’m sorry for ranting I’m just so confused It calms me seeing Garnet being fused