While now

I'm fighting demons i cant get em out my head And i say I smoke this gas everyday for the tears that i dont shed Everytime i close my eyes i see red That nigga ain see it comin he got slumped and bumped his head I'm on my grind I need some peace but it so hard to find I'm goin through hard times Goin through hard times Aye I'm goin through hard times I'm goin through hard times I'm goin I see but i dont see And I hear but i dont hear Trynna make it through this life while it's still unclear Don't let that go in one ear and out the other ear Feel like ppl after me I'm always lookin in my rear I feel like I'm goin through it all For a while now For a while now For a while now For a while now i been trynna heal Buh i tell myself everyday imma ball like I'm Bradley Beal My mama told me if yu lie you'll steal And If yu steal you'll kill im juss bein real I cant leave the crib without my steel I cant lie tired of these ppl moving sneaky That shi ain right As a youngin meet a bitch and hit the bitch same night I cant sleep at night i got alotta shi goin through my mind For a while now For a while now For a while now For a while now I been trynna heal Buh i tell myself imma ball everyday like I'm Bradley beal