Mucus (a year ago)

I lived a year too long starting today I was supposed to be dead I told her that Don't ask me why I'm so negative I already told you that You want me to stay by your knee Kiss your feet and put you fast asleep but Where am I Where was he Where am I Where was she You want me down by your feet I rest forever so peacefully You want me to respond with ease With how great life has been but it hasn't And it never will and it never will And I felt like I needed this wake up call A year ago and now it's killing me and now It's killing me but I wanted it oh I wanted it There's a fatal disease inside of me Oh your killing me oh your killing me I'll sing you a song I'll put you fast asleep How about me How about me I'll sing you a song I'll put you fast asleep You'll die slowly why won't nobody hold me Hold me just hold me just hold me just hold me And you hug me then I told you that I loved you But I hated it too many bad memories You want me dead that's what I said It was always me it was always me So listen now it means nothing I wanted to