Disorder!

Why you think I'm fucked up? Shit ain't been that easy for me Manic Depressant. I said I'm Bi-Polar But actually an Empath, The world on my shoulders The world's getting heavy. My shoulders like boulders I may have dementia. We'll see when I'm older Don't wanna grow older. Just want it all over Did drugs ruin my life? Let you know when I'm sober Just pass me the coke till I'm numb, till I'm colder A Manic Depressant. They call me Bi-Polar Manic Depressant. I said I'm Bi-Polar But actually an Empath, The world on my shoulders The world's getting heavy. My shoulders like boulders I may have dementia. We'll see when I'm older Don't wanna grow older. Just want it all over Did drugs ruin my life? Let you know when I'm sober Just pass me the coke till I'm numb, till I'm colder A Manic Depressant. They call me Bi-Polar Call me the stoner, The homie promoter The "not always there, we don't know if he's sober" Wage wars in my head. Always feel life is over I got a disorder, they call it Bi-Polar A manic depressant who's panicked expression is half from the bullshit and half from the blessings I'm happy for lessons. I'm sick of the stressin I'm sick of just guessin. I'm missin my best friend GIVE A F*CK if you're sick of me whining Every day I wake up, lose a piece of my mind Sit, cry, reminisce like my life's on rewind Grab my shoes, grab my keys, hit the streets and I drive I drive till the orange light comes on I pull over, have a scream, and then I write a song Then I worry if you find the shit I write all wrong When I get home, Please be quiet cuz my mic is on When my mic is on that means your mouth is not Let me get it out while this emotion's hot Cuz if you interrupt, then I might blow my top I got a stable flow, but my head is not I'd be better dead, but in my bed I drop I think of suicide because my head won't stop Two options. Stay in bed? Don't go to bed at all I'm either not enough or way too much for y'all Ralop-ib em llac yehT .tnasserpeD cinaM A Redloc m'I llit ,bmun m'I llit ekoc eht em ssap tsuJ Rebos m'I nehw wonk uoy teL ?efil ym niur sgurd diD Revo lla ti tnaw tsuJ .redlo worg annaw t'noD Redlo m'i nehw ees ll'eW .aitnemed evah yam I Sredluob ekil sredluohs yM .yvaeh gnitteg s'dlrow ehT Sredluohs ym no dlrow ehT .htapmE na yllautca tuB Ralop-ib m'I dias I .tnasserpeD cinaM Manic Depressant. I said I'm Bi-Polar But actually an Empath, The world on my shoulders The world's getting heavy. My shoulders like boulders I may have dementia. We'll see when I'm older Don't wanna grow older. Just want it all over Did drugs ruin my life? Let you know when I'm sober Just pass me the coke till I'm numb till I'm colder A Manic Depressant. They call me Bi-Polar Manic Depressant. I said I'm Bi-Polar But actually an Empath, The world on my shoulders The world's getting heavy. My shoulders like boulders I may have dementia. We'll see when I'm older Don't wanna grow older. Just want it all over Did drugs ruin my life? Let you know when I'm sober Just pass me the coke till I'm numb till I'm colder A Manic Depressant. They call me Bi-Polar Man, bitches are garbage. I swear they're retarded They wanna attack. Why they make me their target Did nothing to earn that. I know that you heard that Forever be pissed. I will not take my words back Send me some love just to flip me the bird Why don't you sit on my dick just to see if it hurts Matter fact, Hoop your forehead and see what you learn Then go swallow some Clorox and see if it burns GIVE A F*CK if I hurt your feelings You showed no remorse when you left me bleeding Made my heart feel good just to stop me breathing On the guillotine, chopped my head, no reason Yeah, You just break me till my minds all gone I told you I been drinkin cuz my Mom's long gone But the truth is you've been driving me to drink all along Get the f*ck up, out my truck because you don't belong Got you a rose to smell, but you forgot to stop Been throwing you the ball, but you just let it drop No, you are not my friend because I know you not You'll always be "on one" I'll always be on top And from the top it's nice. I bet your view is not You're lucky for a hole. I'm pissin in the pot Gave you my heart to hold because that's all I got Guess I'm a stupid man who chases stupid thots Ralop-ib em llac yeht .tnasserped cinam a Redloc m'I llit ,bmun m'I llit ekoc eht em ssap tsuj Rebos m'I nehw wonk uoy tel ?efil ym niur sgurd did Revo lla ti tnaw tsuj .redlo worg annaw t'nod Redlo m'i nehw ees ll'ew .aitnemed evah yam I Sredluob ekil sredluohs ym .yvaeh gnitteg s'dlrow eht Sredluohs ym no dlrow eht .htapme na yllautca tub Ralop-ib m'I dias I .tnasserped cinam Manic Depressant. I said I'm Bi-Polar But actually an Empath, The world on my shoulders The world's getting heavy. My shoulders like boulders I may have dementia. We'll see when I'm older Don't wanna grow older. Just want it all over Did drugs ruin my life? Let you know when I'm sober Just pass me the coke till I'm numb till I'm colder A Manic Depressant. They call me Bi-Polar Manic Depressant. I said I'm Bi-Polar But actually an Empath, The world on my shoulders The world's getting heavy. My shoulders like boulders I may have dementia. We'll see when I'm older Don't wanna grow older. Just want it all over Did drugs ruin my life? Let you know when I'm sober Just pass me the coke till I'm numb till I'm colder A Manic Depressant. They call me Bi-Polar