Self Interlude

Still can't sleep F*ck Thoughts of what could have been Or wish I was Just let me isolate leave me down in the mud Six feet deep See them throwin' up with the love Never knew it was something that could show up Stuck in a place, damn Look at what I've done Past memories got me freezing up fucking up Hate myself so much don't even see the love What's the point I don't know Just let me go and pour it up Feeling fine wait F*ck Bring it back let me relapse Couple xannies on the floor Guess I knew I'd be back Calling up your phone wishin' I could just slide through Me and you, what it do Baby let me roll with you Lately I've been looking in your eyes I can see the truth But baby girl I ain't blaming you I'd understand if I was you Sometimes I be wishing it just wasn't true