N.M.T.L.

Aye, I just keep on going on Take a little sip, stay smoking strong Yeah, I got trees, never mow the lawn aye, aye, aye I, I keep going on and on, take a little sip, stay smoking strong Yeah, I got trees, never mow the lawn aye, okay, aye, yeah Where do you go when you got nowhere to go Eyes closed as you go down the road I'm so cold and I'm feeling alone So froze when these thoughts take hold And I know that I've been here before Because the past got me trippin' right And at last, and at last I can see the signs My whole life's like a pantomime The last ten years have been a warning sign But I forgot how to read em just like I'm going blind Suicide, no, don't let me think of suicide Cause if I'm gone then who the f*ck's gonna keep you up at night I hope you're doing fine, cause I'm petrified I won't choose to die, two truths and a lie Not in that order, was never sober Longer than six months, in the past fourteen years To tell the truth, I'm fuckin' glad that I'm here But I look fucking sad in the mirror And I'm just actually weird Even if it looks like my mind's clear I can assure you it's not, I'm used to stirring the pot Call me Alice in Chains cause I'm the man in the box I'm the man in the box I just keep on going on Take a little sip, stay smoking strong Yeah, I got trees, never mow the lawn aye aye aye I, I keep going on and on Take a little sip, stay smoking strong Yeah, I got trees, never mow the lawn Yeah, a lot of chilling alone, being suspicious Drinking too much, but who isn't I need music, whether I'm writing, singing, producing, or listening Listen, I can rap, I can dance But I don't ever act unless I'm acting up I'm still young and dumb, and I don't give a f*ck I got a lot of passion and shit to say So I hope I don't fade away, just like I'm David Blaine I'm a dad in a bad mood Don't wanna scrap, but I will if I have to What's a man to do when the whole planet's mad at you I'm mansplaining you say, but in actuality you're stupid So I'm trying to explain this fucking to you But there's really no way you can be saved cause your mind is doodoo And you always seem to be stuck in your ways Like maps from Google And I'm so damn sick of your face it's fucking crucial That you get the f*ck up out of my face Before I abuse you Cause I'm feeling a little crazy today What is that, pseudo? I don't know, I guess I'm trying to say that I'm unusual Yeah, I'm feeling like dying today and eating noodles bitch Yunno the spicy kind? We're throwin' it back to that old school Joey Badass jazz