1158 Days

I just wanna say I'm grateful, I'm not hateful For the memories you left me on table Let me tell you... The past 1158 Days were fucking great I'd be lying if I said "I'm not okay" I just wonder how you been? Did you find yourself within? Or did you f*ck up? getting cuffed up Giving yourself up for him? Is you trynna save him like you tried to do for me back then? Or are you lonely? Are you scared of the thoughts that you have within? I know the real you, I know you putting up a front I know you're fucking weak. Moving on in just a week. Just don't break him like you fucking did with me Let me tell you this girl the best fucking thing to happen to me Listen to me. In the beginning are feelings of happiness Moments of sentiments, filled in with intimate moments But then in an instant Her feelings are switching for every decision you're making She making you feel like you're doing it wrong But won't tell you what's wrong Only avoiding the topic discussions among us Won't talk and pretend she's not bothered Just making it awkward All of the shit that she saying and playing I taught her that shit Let me guess you got some shit that's on yo chest And yo life don't feel the best Then you just ran into Dest Now she trynna pull you out that fucking mess And treat you like a mental patient Without fucking meds. Making out On the day we talked it out I just hope he didn't ask you out Before we really kissed it out Thinking now The feelings of guilty you feeling from cheating You begging for me not to the ruin the chance You have getting with him You're moaning and begging and crying for me Telling me how much you missing the 'sitions I put you in Inches he's missing don't help with you finishing Hard believing? Then just text me I mean... You already requested me. Here's my IG S to the U to the I to the C to the I to the D to the E With a little dot COWBOY she was a lying when she only said she wasn't looking for anything Left out a small important thing I was around just doing my thing. Her only focus forgetting me Don't say that I didn't warn you Don't say that I didn't warn you Don't say that I didn't warn you Don't say that I didn't warn you Don't say that I didn't warn you Don't say that I didn't warn you