If I Die Tonight

Girl how will I love you I can't love myself? Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else Girl how will I love you I can't love myself? Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else Girl how will I love you I can't love myself? Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else Girl how will I love you I can't love myself? Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else Every day I wake up In the fear of dying Every day I get up And start Writing and trying But one day I know It will all come to an end Thought of my whole Family upset and crying It makes me feel depressed My heart ripping out my chest Wish I can erase my thoughts Just within a button press But I'm stuck with my mind Floating down the abyss I will not leave until I Release "Our Last Kiss" If I Die Tonight No need for the blurry sights Just continue on my legacy And push into the fight If I Die Tonight There's no need for you to cry Just remember my name when You look up into the night sky I just wanna scream And make some conversation But my ASD is killing me Keep in containment Keeping me sealed up Feel Like I can't speak If this gets tighter I'll feel like I can't breathe If I am not here Please don't ever feel sorry Just take my inspiration And make your own story And If my silent soul ever Leaves my body Then god please take me To a place of safety If I Die Tonight No need for the blurry sights Just continue on my legacy And push into the fight If I Die Tonight There's no need for you to cry Just remember my name when You look up into the night sky Girl how will I love you I can't love myself? Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else Girl how will I love you I can't love myself? Each day I wake up wishing I was someone else