Train Tracks

I was sitting on the side Looking down at that train Tracks Knowing for a fact That I can never seem to go back To the simple times Where I stayed inside In my room playing games Every day and night Now I'm inside the train Continue on forward Living my life like It is always on caution Staying up late Aware of my surrounding As I'm growing older I seem to be drowning Stick onto the tracks And stay inside the train Others prefer to walk Feel impact from the pain Some will call it madness Some call it insane But sometimes they survive And make their own game It's really hard to Live When you're all alone Now you're left to rot Frozen out in the cold Should've stayed on board A place where there's heat The only way to survive Is to be a fucking sheep I was sitting on the side Looking down at that train Tracks Knowing for a fact That I can never seem to go back To the simple times Where I stayed inside In my room playing games Every day and night Now I'm inside the train Continue on forward Living my life like It is always on caution Staying up late Aware of my surrounding As I'm growing older I seem to be drowning Are we gonna die together? It's hard to tell But all I can hear is the ringing Of the church bells Sounds like a wedding The day that I wanna bring Tell her she's forever mine Leave the mark with the ring I've become more dependent More like a rebel Where I Sing with angel and Dance with devils Continue my timeline Learning as I travel The older I get I realize I am special But now I'm stuck on the train track Walking with no hesitation I don't need a train to help me Get to my destination