Weak

I been on the low for some time now In the deep end I didn't want you to find out I hide in the weekend The only good part of my week is when the week ends I couldn't find the strength to speak then The moment has passed, but I can't keep it in You're the reason I can't sleep, no peace within I tried to suppress it, now I can't pretend The final nail was the silence It left me in pieces after I went through a mileage Knees already weak but I had to pick em up Tried gluing it back, but ain't got any luck Tried going after someone else I regret cuz I felt something I never felt Tried Nah just f*ck this Change it NEXT Throughout the years, many fears I had to face We ain't speaking for some time guess you needed space In my mind linger memories I wanna erase That part of my life, god it was such a disgrace I've been keeping it quiet, got me feeling like I'm mental The only way I could speak is through an instrumental Didn't imagine myself being so sentimental I gotta vent if I want it quiet in my temple Now I saw you as priceless, I was worth less to you That put me in a state, where I didn't know what to do I'm wrecking my mind, trying to find the clue For what crime I did, I'm serving time cuz of you The years have gone by and I'm always reminded Of what could've been Or what we could've seen A world left unseen But he had to intervene Thought I would rejoice, the freedom without you near I'm feeding the noise every day, I live in fear Fear of another heartbreak greater than this That is finally gonna push me into an abyss So, meet me halfway and pls tell me something I never treated you like you was less than nothing Cuz I don't know if I'm built for this shit I used all my shots and all of em bricked