Sick

I feel sick I could ravage the world I've been waiting Patiently to reap I may be frail and wry But I'm excited To line my intestines With anything and everything Everyday Is the same Hot enough To sweat It could be cold And I'd still be fire Skinned Slowly braised meat Panting beat Heavy eyelids Close the gap Between you and the ground Good morning, you're wasting Rise and shine, it's time Hands up And plead to be alive Can someone give me something to cure this disease? I am sick of being sick From over-the-counter And backstreet alleyways To hallucinations and delusions I feel sick Chewed up and spat out Closed oesophagus At breaking point Nauseated And dehydrated Standing upside down Falling from Earth Bloated, gutted Shameless, shameful rotten decay Churning gases Forbidden salivation Writhing contortionist Where did they hurt you? Internal bleeding External seething Dizzy sights Background ringing Growing distant From your touch Good morning, you're wasting Rise and shine, it's time Hands up And plead to be alive Can someone give me something to cure this disease? I am sick of being sick From over-the-counter And backstreet alleyways To hallucinations and delusions Irrational Appetite What I thought would make it better made it worse I can't have more But I need it now I want to obey my insatiable thirst Irrational Appetite What I thought would make it better made it worse I can't have more But I need it now I want to obey my insatiable thirst Conflicted, self-inflicted Every day, every week Every month, every year Conflicted, self-inflicted Every day, every week Every month, every year Can someone give me something to cure this disease? I am sick of being sick From over-the-counter And backstreet alleyways To hallucinations and delusions Help me Help me Help me, please Save me Save me Save me, please Love me Love me Love me, please Don't leave Don't leave Don't leave me Help me Help me Help me, please Save me Save me Save me, please Love me Love me Love me, please Kill me Kill me Kill me now