Summer

Out of my way Shut up, damn you I was the outcast In a room of friends of friends Deceiving smiles Misleading laughter Promised sanctuary While he dragged me as deadweight One goes up, one goes down He was happy, I wasn't Loud and clear Corrupted by devilish whispers Inferno birth Infernal child Grounded by fatigue Denied new normalities Pressured to conform Anything to move on I like you that way, he said About my altered state Only he would know what would Happen if it was only us I still remember all the things That he said and did to me Always thought about me But never appreciated me Something, something, I am sorry Begging for forgiveness, please Talk, talk, talk and talk My desires over your needs I am not an evil being But I am because I can't Please you or your family The future is in the past I looked forward to this demise Watching him cry Pathetic quivering lips So satisfying Missed what I used to be With selective memory There was no change Just embraced myself They were right I enjoy suffering Of others crumbling Under my control I yelled, I screamed Because it felt good Mocking his aesthetics And measly ways No longer gullible To his psychological Horror shows I took liberty Undo all you did Reverse all your advances All I want is For you to get Out of my way Shut up, damn you