Rushed Emotions

I'VE BEEN MOVING TOO FAST LOST TRACK OF WHAT IS REAL ENDED UP IN NOWHERE LEFT WITH NOTHING TO FEEL NOTHING TO FEEL I KNOW I MOSTLY SPEND MY DAYS TRYING TO BE SOMEBODY ELSE I WANNA DO EVERYTHING BE EVERYTHING AT ONCE WHY CAN'T I JUST BE ME JUST BE ME IT'S THESE RUSHED EMOTIONS THEY'RE GETTING AHEAD OF ME LOOKS LIKE IT'S TIME TO PUT THE BRAKES ON SLOW THINGS DOWN MAYBE I CAN STILL REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD THINGS THAT I'VE FOUND I ALREADY FOUND CAUSE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A BRAND NEW START OR ANOTHER YOUTH YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED SILENCE SPEAKS THE TRUTH SPEAKS THE TRUTH IT'S THESE RUSHED EMOTIONS THEY'RE GETTING AHEAD OF ME OH THESE RUSHED EMOTIONS WILL THEY BE THE END OF ME I'M STILL TRYIN TO GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE TO SPEAK IN MY OWN VOICE THE ONLY LIFE I'VE EVER KNOWN NEVER GAVE ME ANY CHOICE NO I NEVER HAD A CHOICE IT'S ALL THESE RUSHED EMOTIONS THEY KEEP GETTING AHEAD OF ME ALL THESE RUSHED EMOTIONS THEY KEEP MAKING IT HARD TO FEEL OH RUSHED EMOTIONS I THINK IT'S FINALLY TIME TO HEAL